Showing posts with label Seoul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Seoul. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 17, 2019

Korean Contours: Circling Back, Shaping The Future

"Believe in the holy contour of life."
Jack Kerouac 


The contours of Korea have carried me across and beyond four decades. Like the twin loops of a figure eight, I have twice come full circle in Korea. At the time of my arrival in November of 1973, Gerald Ford was being voted in by the U.S. Senate to replace Richard Nixon. That month the headlines were featuring the infamous Watergate Scandal. As I prepared to depart Korea in 2017 completing another cycle there, Korea was reeling from its own presidential scandal.

The Korea of 1973 was a developing country, with a per capita income equal to that of the country that shares its peninsula, North Korea. Today, Korea's economy is the 13th strongest in the world, ranked between Australia and Spain, and ahead of The Netherlands (17), Turkey (18), and Saudi Arabia (19). As an observer, it is hard to believe how significantly this country has transformed itself in such a relatively short period of time.

I have attempted to capture reflections of these changes in both words and pictures in my more than ninety posts here on the Korean Bookends blog. But headlines and statistics aside, the contours of Korea will remain with me forever. 

An old woman leans on a piece of styrofoam to make
her way in downtown Daegu 

A Seoul sculpture reflects the youthful "hurry-hurry" culture of modern Korea


Red peppers drying in the September sun

Hand-made steamed buns offered up in an old shop in Seoul



The shapes of things to come: a new mall in southeastern Seoul





Daegu East Station makes room for the city's newest mall
New arts complex in Seoul
"I'm Korean:" Young Seoul artist leaves his imprint
Wooden stairs at Yeungnam University in Gyeongsan

Recently, I've made plans to return to Korea to complete yet another circle. I will be joining a group of former volunteers 
-teachers and health professionals-folks, who decades ago came to work with, and assist, Korean citizens. In rediscovering the past, we often sharpen our sense of the present and the future. In doing so, writer Jack Kerouac noted, perhaps we can find the holy contours of life.

Friday, July 5, 2019

The Long Road Back to Korea

It's gotten to the point where there are way too many "formers" on my Facebook bio: former associate professor, former consultant, former facilitator at a conflict-resolution camp. One "former," in that long parade, was an early one, my stint as a Peace Corps Volunteer in Korea.

Recently, I was reminiscing about the feelings I had more than four decades ago as I was preparing to depart the U.S. and head to Korea for the very first time. I didn't have much to go on. I had a sense it was far away from everything I knew growing up in the suburbs of New York City. But I knew nothing about the food, the culture, its history, only a few general things about a war we had fought there in the early 1950s.


Once again, I'm getting ready to go to Korea. In a few months I hope to return and I'm awash in feelings of excitement and reminiscence. This time, I have a million hooks to hang my emotions onto. I can picture the many places I yearn to return to in Seoul, Daegu and Gyeungsan, the latter two, locations where I taught English to Korean college students. I recall the smells that wafted along side alleys, redolent in garlic, kimchi and silkworms steaming in the pots of street vendors. The vague, implausible excitement of my youth is far different from the impatience of returning home to a familiar place.


One of my university students rests his hands on my shoulder, as
we pose with high school students in their uniforms (Spring, 1974)

Korea has filled seven years of my life to the brim. I did my first real teaching there in a heatless classroom with poor lighting, filled with students hungry to improve their English. Living in Korea I delved into my earliest understanding of another culture, one with 5,000 years of history behind it. Here I was, a naive 22-year old recent college graduate, replete with my American history major, then only a 200-year old story. Yet, due to my role as a college instructor, I was the beneficiary of almost automatic respect.

Korean village (1974)

Korea is no longer the country of dirt roads and meandering village lanes that I once explored. Its old-school tea rooms of a past era have morphed into Starbucks and popular Korean coffee shop chains. Today, Korea has the eleventh strongest economy in the world--this from a country that is the size of the U.S. state of Indiana. Korea's Internet is the world's fastest. Its literacy rate is at 98%. Korea, a country with few natural resources, other than its remarkable people, has leveraged generations of hard work, and a near unified vision of middle-class success, to become the Korea that exports its cultural, industrial and high-tech proficiencies throughout the world.

Daegu's monorail, launched in 2015, combines Korea's transportation
and high-tech prowess. The driver-less system slices through the
heart of the city connecting riders with the three older subway lines.

Koreans rarely, if ever, forget a good deed. The Korean government, in a singular show of appreciation, graciously hosts former Peace Corps Volunteers who served there. I plan to return to Korea in October for a reunion program in Seoul, and the chance to visit the campuses where I once taught English. I gaze ahead with excitement and the humbling realization that the very road that leads me to Korea circles back to where my wanderlust first took hold.

With a Yeungnam University student, Gyeongsan, Korea (2014)







Thursday, December 22, 2016

Becoming Myself: A Korean Photographic Essay

















"Home is not just the place where you happen to be born. It's the place where you become yourself."
Pico Iyer

On my 22nd birthday, my relationship with Korea began on the wings of serendipity. On that day, Sept. 2nd, 1973, I received an official acceptance letter from the U.S Peace Corps in Washington, D.C., telling me I was being assigned to serve in South Korea. 

Several months later, in Daegu, a city I had never before heard of,  I was about to complete my in-country training. As he did with each of the other fifty or so volunteers, Dr. Chae, the Korean director of our program, gave me a Korean name. That name, Song Su Nam, gave root to its own nearly novelesque imagery: an old wise man who lived on the Korean peninsula during the time of the Chinese Song dynasty. So I ask rhetorically, when exactly did my relationship with Korea really begin?

A family aboard an overnight ferry bound for Cheju Island (Spring, 1975)


Dining in a Korean Chinese restaurant (1974)

Is being home a place, a presence, or is it more like a journey? And what do we make of the places in between? 

Couple on a Daegu public bus (1974)


Korean elders. This man wears the traditional Korean horsehair hat (1974)

"Am I closer to some other power? Is some other source, some other energy, closer to me than I am to myself?"
Meister Eckhart


Downtown Daegu (1974) before the era of private cars


Downtown Daegu in 2013. In today's Korea, luxury cars hardly draw a second glance

The old and the new in the northeastern
coastal city of Kangnun


Young women in rented Hanbok, Korean traditional dress.
Here taking selfies in Seoul (2016)
Busan's Haeundae Beach during the off-season (Sept. 2014)

Living in Korea makes other parts of Asia much more accessible. By air, Japan is less than two hours away, as is Beijing. For non-Korean citizens, that city provides access to North Korea. Taiwan and Hong Kong are also popular destinations for Koreans and expats alike. Southeast Asian countries like Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia and Myanmar, are following, or attempting to follow, South Korea's recent path from a developing country to a shining example of economic success. South and North Korea had nearly identical per capita GNPs as recently as 1974. Today, South Korea's GNP, per capita, is fifteen times that of North Korea.


Fashion makes a modest entrance on the streets of North Korea's capital
Pyongyang. This scene is on the main thoroughfare at the entrance of
the city's main subway station (Summer, 2014)
College students at Wonsan Agricultural University, Wonsan, DPRK (2014)

Hanbok-clad tour guide at Juche Tower in Pyongyang (2014)

Buddhist monks visiting ancient temple in Mandalay, Myanmar (2016)


The King of Chinese Chess reigns over all, Temple of Heaven Park, Beijing, China

Yeungnam University is one of Korea's largest universities and boasts a magnificent, sprawling campus. I spent 5-years here teaching, and learning to no end.


The university library is a campus focal point.
The pond in the foreground is a favorite spot of mine for
watching turtles sunning themselves and for enjoying
fried squid and potatoes sold by a local woman.


Tranquil "Lovers' Lane." Here pictured during Cherry Blossom season.


A quiet moment for a gentleman who sits alone
 in the stands of the old soccer field.


With a student during a Saturday Seminar when I had the opportunity
to give a presentation on my trip to North Korea.



"If the only prayer you can ever say in your entire life is 
'thank you,' it will be enough."
Meister Eckhart


Standing in a field of cosmos (Seoul, 1975)



In a field of cosmos (Gyeong-ju, 2014)


My Korean name, Song Su Nam, 
freshly tattooed (2015)

"Oh, how incomprehensible everything was, and actually sad, although it was also beautiful. One knew nothing. One lived and ran about the earth and rode through forests, and certain things looked so challenging and promising and nostalgic: a star in the evening, a blue harebell, a reed-green pond, the eye of a person or of a cow. And sometimes it seemed that something never seen yet long desired was about to happen, that a veil would drop from it all; but then it passed, nothing happened, the riddle remained unsolved, the secret spell unbroken, and in the end one grew old...and still one knew nothing perhaps, was still waiting and listening."
from Narcissus and Goldmund, by Herman Hesse


Sunday, March 15, 2015

Korea In the Side-View Mirror: Reflections of a Former Peace Corps Volunteer


It was pure serendipity. The acceptance letter from Washington arrived September 2nd 1973, smack on my birthday. Wherever I was assigned, I thought, I was surely meant to go. Less than 3-months later, I found myself on a very cold hillside, overlooking a lake on the outskirts of Daegu, South Korea's 3rd largest city. Fifty of us, naive and hopeful Peace Corps Volunteers, from nearly every corner of the U.S., were about to embark on a transformative 90-day training experience that included Korean language training, cross-cultural understanding, and teaching English as a second language.


With Korean friends at a local park, Spring 1975

After our swearing-in ceremony at the U.S. Embassy in Seoul, I was assigned to teach English at Keimyung College in Daegu. Korea in those days was a developing country; there was virtually no middle class, few private cars, our classrooms were either freezing cold or sweltering, and always poorly lit. But Korean students then were all on a mission--working hard to succeed in school and to learn English to help propel their country forward. Little did they know they were indeed participating in a historic economic miracle.

Life as a Peace Corps volunteer then was challenging. There were few expats, fewer phones, and if you sent a letter home, you'd be lucky to hear back in 4-6 weeks, if at all. Communication was face to face. You would make arrangements days in advance to meet at a specific time and place, write it down and keep your fingers crossed. Students clamored for time with you to practice their English and to find out as much as possible about the world outside Korea. It was, as the Peace Corps ad says, "The toughest job you will ever love."


Several of my students at Keimyung College in Daegu in 1974

When I left Korea in the mid-seventies I was certain I would never see it again. As the years passed, the recollections of my life in Korea crystallized into increasingly romanticized memories. They became nearer and dearer to me in my life's side-view mirror.
Caution: Memories Are Closer and More Powerful Than They Appear
I married, raised a family and enjoyed a career in human resource management, banking, teaching and consulting--all of which allowed me to travel internationally and to keep the wanderlust, first acquired during my Peace Corps days, well nourished. Much to my surprise, business took me back to Korea, first for the 1988 Summer Olympics in Seoul, and then on several trips to lead management seminars for Korean managers. Korea just kept calling me. Eventually, I answered.

Fast forward to 2011. Korea, now the 15th strongest economy in the world, welcomed me back as a professor of English. I have returned to the same metropolitan area I once lived in as a Peace Corps Volunteer. I am now on the faculty of Yeungnam University, a vibrant, international campus with 27,000 students.


Current students enjoying a lighter moment before
the start of class. Yeungnam University, Fall 2014.

My Korean students today are the sons and daughters of those very spirited students I taught years ago. My two stints in Korea have become bookends on my life. Who says you can't go home again?

Thursday, September 26, 2013

The Grapes of No Gun Ri


[Author's note: This article was originally published in the journal, The Humanist, in July 2000.]
Korean film about the tragedy at
No Gun Ri
South Korea's capital, Seoul, and its other large cities are metropolises teeming with new cars, high-tech gadgetry, and a thriving middle class striving to be taken as a serious player on the global economic stage. About four hours south of Seoul by train and then by bus is the tiny village of No Gun Ri.

Tucked in the serene Korean countryside of rice fields and modest grape groves, surrounded by hills hardened by invasions and time, No Gun Ri looks like a picture-perfect postcard, complete with clear streams, quiet villages, and fields hosting magpies and white herons. But this usually tranquil scene has been agitated of late with searing reports of the horrible events that took place near this hamlet fifty years ago.

My journey there began last fall, after the release in September 1999 of an Associated Press story quoting U.S. veterans who said they had firsthand knowledge of a massacre at No Gun Ri in the early days of the Korean War. I knew immediately that I had to go, but the genuine reasons for this compulsion took longer for me to understand. In some strange way I felt a responsibility for the atrocity that occurred there; I felt at once both a perpetrator and a victim.

Korea had been my home for two important years of my life, some twenty-five years ago when I served there as a Peace Corps volunteer. I had always found the Korean people to be welcoming, generous, and respectful. Indeed, the Confucian ethic, which underpins Korean society, provides clear principles for living one's life based on those same values. So with a business trip to Korea already in the works, I decided I would find a way to visit No Gun Ri.

It is November 1999. Overhearing us ask for directions to the village, a middle-aged woman at a bus-stop grocery stand begins talking excitedly. Park Young Chun, a college student and my escort and interpreter, explains to me that she is passionately describing her experience as a young child at the massacre. "The Americans kept shooting with machine guns," she says. "My mother died wrapping me and my sister in her arms trying to save us. They just kept shooting."

Abruptly our bus arrives. After grabbing the last two empty seats in the back, I realize that around me is a small group of college students from Seoul who are also headed to No Gun Ri to study what happened during the last week of July 1950. The controversy is only now emerging beyond the walls of denial and politics, largely because U.S. soldiers and officers have come forward to lend credence to the previously unheard voices of a small group of survivors who for years were afraid to tell their story.

Chung Koo Ho, one of the survivors, now sixty-three, would later tell me, "We couldn't tell our story. During the 1960s and 1970s they would have called us communists and sent us to prison if we spoke of the incident." Today Chung grows grapes in his village but he tells the harrowing story of the days and nights that followed the betrayal by U.S. soldiers of their promise of safety to the 500 villagers who followed them south and east away from the rapidly advancing North Korean forces.


After riding the bus for ten minutes, my interpreter, the students, and I get off and find ourselves standing beside a picturesque tree-lined country road alongside a train track. Following the students, Park and I cross the road and are greeted by a young guide who obviously has made arrangements to meet the students. Appearing to be in his mid-twenties, I wonder how the guide could possibly understand the story of No Gun Ri--so long hidden, so deep a scar.


The double tunnel at No Gun Ri


Koreans fleeing No Gun Ri area. The U.S. army had claimed
that North Korean infiltrators were in their midst.
(Photo courtesy of Wikipedia)
But he does. Dispassionately, he shows us the double tunnel where hundreds of South Koreans, including women and children, are said to have been machine-gunned repeatedly over a period of days. He points out the bullet-riddled walls and the plaster applied throughout one side of the tunnel by the South Korean government during the 1970s in an attempt to conceal evidence of the massacre. Apparently, the South Korean government--a recipient of countless millions of dollars in U.S. aid and military support--did not want to risk any controversy with the U.S. government over the events that happened.

In fact, U.S. and Korean officials had visited the site just weeks before us. Public pressure had recently led to an investigation and an accounting of what really happened. These officials had already spoken with Chung, who has joined fellow survivors for the past six years in peppering President Clinton, the Korean government, and the United Nations with letters demanding a full investigation.

Beyond the tunnels lies the actual village of No Gun Ri--a traditional Korean community lined by rice paddies and nameless streams. Park and I smell wood burning, suggesting that lunch is being prepared somewhere on the other side of the walls that surround the villagers' houses. A woman holding the hands of her two young grandchildren is standing near outstretched mats covered with rice, drying in the sun. We ask her about the massacre and she tells us that everyone in the village fled those fateful days of 1950 in fear of the advancing North Koreans. They all fled south toward Daegu city.

She, too, tells us of tragedy. She says North Korean soldiers pressured her husband to tell them the best routes for traveling south. Unable or unwilling to tell them the information they requested, they shot him in the throat. He survived, she says, but he was never the same. He died "not himself" in the 1960s. The woman points to the hillside where we were standing only minutes before. "There were bodies all over that hill," she says. "When we returned to our village we found them and gave them a proper burial."

We give her some pears and candy to show our appreciation and, in the Korean tradition of generosity, she insists that she prepare lunch for us in her home. It is during the meal of rice and kimchee that we first learn of Chung, who lives in a village down the road from No Gun Ri.

Chung welcomes us to his modest home. He is curious about our interest and asks for some sort of identification. I hand him one of my business cards, and this somehow legitimizes our meeting. Over the next few hours, his story takes me through waves of emotions. How can a man who lost so much--his mother, most of his neighbors and friends--be so understanding? How can his eyes meet mine free of hostility?

Several days earlier I had spoken with one of my Korean clients about No Gun Ri. I told Jae Woo Bae, a forty-two-year-old human resource manager at a high-tech company, that I planned to visit the village. He told me:

"We Koreans have the power of forgiveness and generosity. The beauty of this generosity is that it will prevent another reoccurrence of No Gun Ri. Korean people have a long history and we're accustomed to accepting events as fate. We're also accustomed to forgetting other peoples' faults. I strongly believe that many Koreans do not have negative or vengeful feelings about this event. They accept this as an unavoidable mistake."

At Chung's home we sit cross-legged on the floor of a small room. Around us are photos of Chung's family--children and grandchildren--some of them dressed in traditional clothing. The pulsating fluorescent ceiling light adds to the solemnity of our meeting. Chung proceeds to tell his story of No Gun Ri: the story of a thirteen-year-old boy in a war-torn country almost fifty years ago.

July 25, 1950. The U.S. soldiers came to his village of Ha Ga Ri to warn its inhabitants that the North Korean army was approaching from the north. Speaking through a Japanese interpreter, they promised the villagers safety if they would come with them. About 500 villagers heeded the warning and left. A small group of forty or fifty walked south on their own over the hills toward Daegu. Later Chung came to learn that this latter group walked to safety. The far larger group, including Chung and his family, followed the soldiers that evening along the road to No Gun Ri. Amidst much noise and confusion--most of it coming from the fighting in the north--the soldiers stopped the group and had them rest for the night.

July 26. In the morning light, Chung remembers, the group was surprised to find five villagers had died. He believes they were frightened and may have tried to run off in the night and were shot by the soldiers guarding the group.

He says the soldiers directed the South Koreans to begin walking eastward again, this time about three kilometers closer to No Gun Ri. At around noon, the U.S. soldiers directed the group to cross over the train tracks and stand around a hill not far from the double tunnel that, to this day, welcomes you when you approach No Gun Ri from the west. The soldiers checked all of the villagers' belongings, confiscating their farm tools, knives, and other items they had brought along, largely for cooking purposes.

Then sometime over the next several hours, Chung remembers two to five fighter planes appeared overhead. The villagers had grown accustomed to the sounds of U.S. planes, which took off from a nearby airfield, but they were almost always used for observation purposes. This time, however, the planes and the soldiers--who had separated from the group--opened fire on the villagers, killing perhaps 100 of them.

According to recent AP accounts, U.S. commanders had told soldiers that armed North Koreans were moving south disguised in the white clothing of Korean peasants. But, according to Chung, his group of villagers was totally unarmed and had already been searched by the U.S. soldiers, so arguing mistaken identity is not valid.

Later that afternoon, Chung tells us, the soldiers returned. Villagers still alive were dispersed into several tunnels, large and small, that ran under and along the railroad tracks. The soldiers were commanded by radio to shoot everyone now cowering in the tunnels for safety. He recalls that machine-gun fire rained into the tunnels intermittently throughout the night. Several people, including Chung's father, somehow managed to escape that evening, eluding the gunfire and fleeing along a stream adjacent to one tunnel.

July 27-28. At some point, Chung recalls, his Korean language teacher--who was also in the tunnel struggling to survive the attack--cried out to the soldiers: "Why are you killing Korean people?" Chung says a soldier yelled back that they were just following orders. Chung remembers to this day the teachers' cries of anguish. He also recalls that it was now mostly women and children still alive in the tunnels, fighting to survive the continuing onslaught. They were hungry, thirsty, and wanted to drink from the stream but were afraid because it flowed red from the carnage.

Over a two-day period the machinegun fire intermittently rent the air, because, Chung says, the soldiers were withdrawing and returning periodically. It was sometime during this period, he believes, that his mother died trying to protect her children with her body.

July 29. During the night, after the soldiers had withdrawn a final time, Chung tells us, North Korean soldiers came and "rescued" the few people who were still alive. Only twenty to thirty of the original 450 who began the trek to "safety" four days earlier had survived. They were told by the North Korean soldiers to return to their village but to move only under the cover of darkness.

It's late now. Chung has told his story. I ask him what he and his group of letter-writers want. "I'd like the U.S. government to officially apologize to us," he said. "I hope they will give us enough money to build a memorial for the victims. And maybe," he continues, "they will provide us with some financial compensation. Our lives have been very difficult."

We stand. I bow politely, though clumsily. What does one do, what can one say after hearing a story such as this? I tell Chung I will tell his story in the United States, and he thanks me.


Chung Koo Ho, our host, escorts us outside, and we step back into our shoes, removed before entering the house, as is the custom in Korea. As we begin to depart, he turns and, reaching into a box on the wooden porch, hands us bunches of grapes wrapped in white paper. "These are a gift for you," he says. "These are grapes from our village."